There’s No Instant Goodness
Patience.
A word. Only one word that means a lot more than can be described in just one word.
In these last three months, this word invaded my life, flood my mind, drained me to the last drop. It’s so easy to say as well to understand but so hard to do. So many occasions, so many events forced me to be patient.
Appointments, deadlines, prospective projects and clients, even to my daily chores like penciling, designing and painting. I just realized that they all were testing me. Pushing me to my limits. Only when I also realized that time is very precious, not to spend carelessly. But again, they made me wait, they made me hold myself. They halted me, those people with their decisions, those tasks that need to be done after another one finished. GOSH ! I was going mad !
Patience !
Stroke by strokes, click by click, step by step… All the small effort accumulated and solidify. And it’s just like the old saying, “Be Patient and You’ll Be Blessed.” You won’t regret the result if you’ve struggled to your best. To create the best, to create a miracle. Well, OK that might be too far LOL. Anyway, those tiring matters were not just for nothing. Once I reviewed the results, I’m satisfied, I’m happy, I cheer. I thank God for I’ve lived till today I can give my best. All the hard works surely pays in the end 
If I took a look back to the stuffs I made carelessly, in such short times just because I was lazy. I just being reminded again… that there is no instant goodness.
However I’m still too green to be able to be patient all the time LOL. I’m still too much reckless I guess. I hope I can always improve myself today as well tomorrow. So, good luck to me and to you too !
